Being an empath can be incredibly exhausting. I feel other people’s energy, and if the vibe isn’t right, it throws me completely off. I have been meticulous lately about who I let in my life. I don’t want to be in a situation where my energy is draining, or I feel uncomfortable around someone. I never want to make people feel uncomfortable, even if that’s my current emotion. Fast forward to recently; I started to date again. I know the dreaded dating scene. However, I’m going into it with a fresh perspective. I have a clear mindset of what I’m looking for in a mate. Previously I said I was looking for XYZ, but my potential suitors didn’t fit that match. That was my fault and not theirs.
I have an issue with saying no to people. My biggest fear is making someone feel like I don’t care for them or for them to feel useless. When it comes at the expense of your sanity, it’s hardly worth the effort. Saying no isn’t selfish, but saying yes to everything is. Think about it for a second. If you answer yes, even when you aren’t in the mood or not feeling the environment, who is hurt by this? Anything that directly impacts your mental health is not worth the effort.
You aren’t meant to be everyone’s cup of tea and vice versa. There’s absolutely nothing wrong with this. You can meet someone and instantly develop a connection, and for other people, it doesn’t exist at all. That doesn’t mean that something is wrong. All it means is that the two of you didn’t hit it off. Why force something that’s not working? I have never understood that way of thinking. Protect your energy and peace. If someone doesn’t understand this, then that person shouldn’t be in your life. The worst thing to be is misunderstood, and having someone not trying to understand you is even worst.
It’s a better use of time to spend it with like-minded people or people who have your best interest. Time and energy are very sacred pieces of yourself. Share life’s experiences with people who want to understand and have a place in your heart. Don’t hold onto temporary people as you will end up hurting yourself in the end.
What are some ways that you practice protecting your energy/peace?
Not sure if any of you seen the video circulating of Madea (Tyler Perry) discussing letting people go. If you haven’t seen it, I’m sure you can find it on YouTube. It’s a fascinating video. The jest of it states that you need to determine who’s in your life for a season or a lifetime. Some people’s primary purpose is to teach you a lesson. Not necessarily to spend the rest of their life with you. It’s up to us to learn the difference. However, we hold a tighter grip on that person when we need to let them go. Madea also mentioned that’s why people are having a difficult time because they’re keeping a dying relationship alive. I understand some folks don’t want to be alone or start over. I think we have to stop looking at this as a bad thing. It is more of an opportunity for you to grow and move in a more positive direction. Staying with someone for the sake of having someone is plain dreadful. That’s a miserable existence that I don’t want in my life.
These life lessons are too valuable to miss. I had two people that I used to have as friends. We had a falling out that, to this day, still doesn’t make much sense. I didn’t realize at the time that those friendships ending turned to be blessings in disguise. The lessons I learned from those relationships I still use to this day. If one friend is playing both sides and keeps the drama going, then move right on past that person. A real friend never wants to pin two friends against each other. Their main objective would be keeping the peace. Also, watch how friends treat you after a romantic relationship ends. When my ex-fiancé and I broke up, I noticed a shift in two of my friendships. It came across like they didn’t know how to be my friend anymore. We all spent time together due to the fact we all were couples. I guess since now I wasn’t a couple, I no longer fit the image. Of course, this isn’t how friendships should be at all.
I discussed the shift with my two friends at the time, and they were gas lighting me, of course. Other friends warned me to be careful, and something seemed off with that situation. Of course, I didn’t listen, and ultimately the friendships fall apart. One friend was increasingly becoming distant, so I knew something was up. One day I finally called her out and asked her what’s going on? She said she wants to move on and gave a bogus explanation of moving away from friends who also knew Sharon (not her real name). I thought it was silly, but she wanted to leave my life, so I let the door wide open for her. I would be lying if I said I wasn’t hurt. However, I wasn’t begging for someone to stay when their actions proved otherwise. I wish both of them the best, but it was time for us to part ways.
The biggest lesson I learned from this is when someone starts to treat you differently, pay attention. That person’s feelings toward you are changing, and if you aren’t careful, you’ll be shocked by what comes next. When someone is genuinely committed to you, they will have your back no matter what. That’s what true love is all about with your flaws and all. If nothing else, I learned who truly cared for me or who was ready to discard me when I didn’t fit their image. It’s sad when things end, but not everything is a loss. Some things work out for the better only when you allow it and stop fighting the process.
How did you move on from situations that no longer served a purpose in your life?
I’m sure by now you saw the pictures of the singer Cassie who is now married and pregnant. She spent the last ten years dating Diddy. Everyone kept saying that Diddy wasted her time, and they’re happy she moved on. I’m delighted for her as well. Judging by the photos, it appears that she’s in the right place. I would be remiss if I didn’t bring up the elephant in the room. Diddy didn’t waste her time unless she permitted him. That statement may be triggering for some but hear me out first. At any time Cassie could’ve walked away. Once she saw Diddy wasn’t going to give her what she wanted, then exit stage left. We can go and go about what people are doing to us but what about what we allow? You tell others how to treat you by what you will enable them to do. It’s easier to curve behavior when it’s not a habit. Once it’s committed to memory, it’s challenging to get someone to change.
I’m sure Cassie spent many days telling Diddy her expectations. I remember Diddy stating in interviews that he didn’t want to get married, nor did it appear that he wanted more children. The ball was in Cassie’s court to decide the next steps to make. She decided to stay, and now ten years later, she wanted out to pursue what she wanted. Nothing wrong with moving on, but she allowed herself to wait that long. Going after what you want is a smarter choice to make, as it will make you much happier. Telling someone that you aren’t buying what they’re selling is a liberating feeling. Remember, you aren’t asking for too much, you’re asking the wrong person to provide it. Maybe Cassie stayed to see if things would turn around. I’m not going to fault her for that as we all did that at some point. There comes a time when you have to accept responsibility for your actions. You don’t have control over anyone else but yourself. If someone isn’t doing something to make you happy, it’s time to move on.
That’s the reason why a man can date a woman for six months and propose whereas he’ll date another woman for ten years. Men know who they want when they want. Ladies, we need to notice when the writing’s on the wall, it’s up to us to make a decision. The decision isn’t always up to men, and women have a say as well. You can’t stay in a sub-par situation and put all the blame on the other person. You decided to stick around, so you have to own your consequences. I get the feeling that Cassie knows this, and that’s why she’s not bashing Diddy.
I’m writing this for the folks who blame Diddy when Cassie wasted her own time. Person accountability is a step that most people won’t take. However, it’s smarter to own your part instead of playing the blame game. Learn from your mistakes so you can avoid this same mishap in the future.
What are some examples of you wasting your own time, and how did you resolve it?
Getting back to dating after years of single hood can be somewhat of a challenge especially if you spent many years coming and going as you please. Once you’re in a relationship those dynamics quickly change and you have to embrace having a partner in your life. I felt vigorous about writing this post because I am currently experiencing this now. One of my dating prospects stated that he was concerned about my ability to include someone in my life. I have been independent for so long that it’s something he will keep in the back of his mind. Honestly, I was a bit shocked to hear this, but at the same time, I appreciate the sincerity. It was time for me to reflect on how I am presenting myself and what I could be saying as well. The messages that I’m putting across could be giving mixed signals that I didn’t anticipate. I would be saying I’m available and unavailable at the same time. That is not what I want, so I need to make some changes in this area. I had to set down with myself and examine what I could be exuding out to others.
The first mixed signal I was giving off was not wanting to give up on my current routine. I am a creature of habit. I would get off work, do my typical after work rituals and be okay with that. However, when you’re dating it is essential to learn to compromise. That is the first example of compromising that many people miss entirely. If you can’t compromise with making time to meet up for dates, then it’s not a good indication of starting a relationship. In my mind, I would instead make time when I’m not exhausted from work as I want to make a good impression. The other person doesn’t view it that way and thinks I’m not interested in dating. I prefer to plan dates on the weekend and days when I don’t have to work. On those days I’m more alert and present. Now I understand that this doesn’t come across the way I think it should. It’s a better idea to explain a little more about your thought process. Some jobs are more demanding than others so maybe dates during the week won’t work. It’s best to communicate and find ways to compromise that works best for everyone. Otherwise, people will come up with their own opinions, and it can impact a potential relationship.
Another mixed signal is that my plate is full in life and that I don’t have room for a partner. When my dates ask what my interests are I thought it was a great thing that I have so many things that I like. To my surprise, I come across as having too much going on and not enough room for a relationship. I even had one guy tell me that I come across as too independent and he doesn’t know what role a man could play in my life. I had male friends tell me that men like to feel needed and if that doesn’t occur they typically will not entertain a relationship. Now that I’ve been made aware of it I try my best to make sure to state that I want to incorporate my hobbies and interest with my partner. That way potential suitors don’t feel left out and that I don’t want to intertwine my life with theirs. Dating is all about could you see yourself potentially with someone, and if they aren’t presenting themselves as a candidate, it’s a turnoff. In the future, I need to be more mindful of what I’m saying as not to scare off my soulmate.
The last mixed signal is related to communication styles and being adaptive to them. In my current job, I talk a lot and often for the whole day. Of course, once I get home, I want to take a break and not be on the phone. Depending on the day I had I will want to talk more than other days. However, when you’re dating someone or trying to get to know someone communication is essential. The problem I have is at times I don’t want to be on the phone for hours. I struggle with trying to get someone to understand that because they take it as I’m not interested in them. Then I’ll try to speak with them anyway when I didn’t want to talk, and it sets a wrong impression. I try to explain why but sometimes they believe I’m making excuses not to communicate.
Another thing is adapting to the need for video chatting. I noticed many guys love to do it, but it’s cumbersome at times. Who wants to hold the phone for hours? I get it especially with online dating people want to make sure they aren’t involved in a catfish situation. However, there should be a compromise between video chat, texting and phone calls. Depending on someone’s day it can be easier to use another form of communication. I feel that I adapt pretty well to other people’s communication style even though I don’t always feel the same in return. I need to do a better job of explaining the nature of my career, so guys don’t think I’m blowing them off. I may have experienced a long day at work, and I feel like being in a mood to text only, and then tomorrow we can video chat. I have to do a better job of setting expectations around communication and compromising more often.
Dating already comes with its’ set of challenges as you learn to adapt to the other person’s expectations. You also have to be open and honest about what you’re expecting as well. Communication is vital as it solves about 90% of the problems that people face today. To overcome challenges, you must pay attention when they come up and correct them. Even though to you it may not be a bad thing but it comes across differently to other people. Be mindful of what you’re putting out there and if that has anything to do with the results that you’re experiencing. If you notice that the results in dating are less than stellar, then its time to self reflect. You could be doing things without even realizes it, and that could be hurting your chances for a relationship.
What are some of your dating challenges and how did you overcome them?
I discussed the importance of self-care and self-love openly
on this blog page. Honestly, at times I feel like a fraud because I’m not
living up to the truth that I preach. One issue is that I tend to second-guess
myself and scrutinized everything. I’m so concerned with making mistakes that
not only do I still make them but they are worse than I could even imagine. The
reason for this stress is due to my issue of people pleasing. I get so worried about what my family may
think or believe. I know it doesn’t matter what others say and it’s important
to live your life for you. Trust me I get it, and I heard all those reasons
before. However, when you’re always in your head none of that matters. You
believe that no matter what decision you make it’s still the wrong one. If my choices
are going to cause harm to those around me, then it’s best to avoid the risk.
That is a horrible way to live and not the best way to view things.
I wish that I could say that I don’t care what family thinks
of me, but it’s not true. I get down on myself because I want to be happier in
life. Delighted people don’t focus on the opinions of others. Their primary
objective is to ensure their happiness supersedes everything else around them.
I can’t wait for that to me as I’m continuously struggling with this daily. The
next few paragraphs are an open letter to myself about how I’m going to not
only love myself more but how I will implement these changes. I hope that
reading this will help others out there learn to do the same.
Thkeya what can I say we have been on this beautiful journey
called life together for the past 33 years. You have made such a positive
impact on the lives of so many around you. The sad part is nobody understands
the pain that you deal with on the daily. You go from happiness to sadness as
the wind blows. All of this nonsense is due to you not being happy within
yourself. Your wants and needs have fallen to the wayside to help those in
need. Especially if it pertains to your family, you will go above and beyond to
help them. There’s nothing wrong with being there for them but what about you? Are
your desires not of great importance? At some point, you have to take a break
from saving the world and focus on you. Since you’re responsible and reliable,
your family will often overlook being there for you. They don’t believe that
you need assistance. Therefore, it’s hardly granted or asked.
You’re still human at the end of the day and not a
superhero. You need to take your cape off to rest and regroup for your mental
wellbeing. I know you’re worried because every time you do you feel like you’re
selfish. In the famous words of Iyanla
Vanzant, “It’s selfish not to put yourself first.” I understand hearing all
this is a lot for you. You’re most likely furious with me for even bringing
this up. I don’t care what you want to hear because you need to listen to this.
If you don’t make changes NOW, it will have dire consequences for you.
Resentment is close to creeping in, and that’s a horrible sign. Some changes
need to occur, and I’m begging you to make them sooner than later.
Of course, I would never leave you with all this to unpack
and not try to help you implement changes ASAP. The first solution is to
continue with therapy. I know it’s scary and you felt like you can do all this
on your own. Well, therapy will help with these new demons that are coming to
the surface. You need the proper tools to help deal with the range of emotions
that you’re experiencing. I know you want to say you got this, but it’s a more
prominent sign of strength to say I need help. Anyone who puts you down about
this decision doesn’t need to be in your life period. You will gain more
confidence, and that radiance that is inside will be shining out even more.
The second solution is following your heart and trust your
instincts more. You know what’s best for you so stop doubting yourself. It’s
exceptionally frustrating to watch you go over and over a decision when you got
this. Kill the self-doubt and follow your first mind. It’s boring not taking
risks anyway. The third solution is to stop waiting for a mythical time in the
future to do something. The best time to do it is NOW! If you hold on for a
great time to happen in life then literally nothing will ever occur. That’s not
how life works. You don’t get to follow down this smooth path with rose petals.
It’s bumpy, messy, confusing and filled with heartache along the way. The best
you can do is pray for a perfect outcome and figure it out if it doesn’t
happen. The fourth and final solution is to stop caring about what others have
to say. I don’t care if it’s your 4th cousin twice removed let that
negative energy go. I know it feels like you ‘re getting picked on and that’s
why you take it to heart. Stop allowing it to affect you and see how quickly
those opinions dissipate. The reason why they are so prevalent is due to you
giving it attention. Once people know that you aren’t breathing life into their
views, then there’s no reason to share them.
That was a lot to handle so take a few deep breaths.
Meditate and get yourself ready to tackle these solutions head-on. The best way
to implement these changes is to start small and work your way down. As you get
through the first solution, then the next will be much easier to follow. I want
the best for you, and I can’t see you hurting anymore. Please do yourself a
favor and choose happiness always. Like Anthony Hopkins said, “None of us is
getting out of here alive.” Based on that notion living in true happiness is
the only way to go.
I love you, and I’m very proud of you. I choose you forever
and always without question nor hesitation.
All my friends would tell you that I’m terrible at dating. What can I say I’m a hopeless romantic. I typically date one person at a time, and it hasn’t been working out too well for me. I get emotionally invested too early, and by the 2-3 month time frame things fizzle out. I believe this is due to not developing a real connection and the fact that around that time your representative leaves. Everyone is on their best behavior in the beginning, and after time they start to become more comfortable. That is when the real them comes to the surface. I find myself in trouble around this time because I didn’t allow for the relationship to flourish naturally. I rush into things due to infatuation which doesn’t last as it’s not substantial. Of course, things don’t continue if you haven’t taken the time to get to know someone. Plus you have to spend more than 1-2 days a week to understand someone. Consuming small amounts of time with someone not only delays the emotional connection needed for a relationship but you don’t know the person either. If you don’t know who you are dealing with then how can you say you want to be with this person. Getting butterflies for someone is great but slow down a bit to determine true compatibility.
My friends have told me time and time again that I need to date multiple people. For some reason, some people think this means having relations with everyone that you’re dating. That is not what this means at all. Honestly, this is a way if you to date many different personalities at once and see which one is the best fit for you. Another added benefit is that it helps to keep your emotions in check. Especially if you are someone like me, this can aid you in your dating experience. I was curious to see what others had to say about this topic, so I conducted mini online research. Many guys and girls were entirely against dating multiple people. Some of the responses that I read stated that they don’t want to be an option and other people said you wouldn’t be emotionally invested in the relationship progressing. One response I thought was a big shocker was when someone is dating multiple people they aren’t viewed as looking for a serious relationship.
All of these reasons were a surprise to me, but particularly
the last one gave me pause. If you are in the beginning stages of dating someone
you have no idea of where things will land, of
course, this person will date other
people as the whole purpose is to look for their future husband or wife. How
can you demand exclusivity without having that conversation first? Truthfully,
when you meet the right person, you will
naturally start to cut off the other people as they aren’t what you want. In
dating it’s important to have an honest
and open dialogue. Don’t put others down just because you don’t agree with
their dating methods. Ask the right questions and if it doesn’t jive with you
then find someone else on the same wavelength as you.
Whatever dating method you decide to partake in; be honest
with the people you’re pursuing. It’s essential
that they know and understand why you’re taking
this approach. This conversation can also clear up any misunderstandings that
someone may have. Due to the hookup culture that we are in is the reason why
dating multiple people gets a bad rap. Explaining
why it’s vital for you can make a
difference in people understanding you better. For example, I went on a first
date with this one guy, and it went very
well. I had a few horrible first dates before
this, so it was refreshing. When I texted
later on that evening to say I made it home okay that’s when things went left.
He proceeded to tell me that I’m everything he’s looking for and he wants to
make me his woman ASAP. Typically I would be all over this and be ready to be
in another relationship that ends in a few months. Because I am dating other people,
I didn’t allow my emotions to get involved just yet. I’ve only known this guy
for three weeks, and we don’t interact every day.
I only see him once a week due to scheduling conflicts. If we had been spending
more time and speaking more regularly than maybe I would entertain a
relationship with him.
However, since that is not the case, I told him to pull back a bit and let things naturally play
out. He gave the typical responses of you
are scared and so am I. I’m not like other guys so don’t compare me to them.
Seeing is believing and since that hasn’t occurred yet this is all talk as far
as I’m concerned. There are things that I saw about him that I didn’t like and
I ultimately decided that it wasn’t going to work. If I didn’t date multiple people, I would’ve missed all the red flags.
Some may not agree with my approach, but
so far it’s working out for me. I respect
the one on one method, but I think it’s better suited once you decide
to be exclusive. Otherwise, you are putting all your eggs in one basket for a person you haven’t determined is
right for you yet.
What are your thoughts on the approach of dating multiple
people? Do you agree or disagree? What are some of the methods that you use to deter yourself from getting invested
Are you the type of person who can pick up the emotions and energy of other people? For example, if someone cries you immediately feel that pain and cry as well. If you see something disturbing on television, does it tend to stay with you for the rest of the day? If you answered yes to these questions, then you are very in tune with your emotions. Some may even argue that you are too emotionally ingrained in your feelings. Having these feelings can be a blessing and a curse at the same time. The blessing is that you are very empathetic to others which can be very helpful in romantic relationships. The downside is this makes you very susceptible to energy vampires. They tend to prey upon your empathetic nature and guilt you into things you may not necessarily be comfortable doing. You become so engulfed with that person that you forget who you are and lose yourself in the process. Here is when you have to be careful with your emotions and who you let in your life. It’s effortless to get caught up with other people as you feel you are helping them. The issue becomes when they are taking, but won’t be there for you when you need it. When this happens, it leaves you high and dry with nothing to show for it. You felt empty and drained of all your resources.
I have this issue myself, so
I have a tough time not offering to help.
I guess I feel like I have to or I should since the person is confiding in me.
However, just because someone is venting to you doesn’t mean you have to take
that on. Especially if that person is never pouring back into you, you must protect your mental peace and learn
to say no to people. You can have empathy, but
that doesn’t mean owning what that person is dealing with currently. There’s nothing wrong with saying this is too much for
me to handle, so I need to back away. I am giving that other person time and space to
work through their issues. I know people say that if you back away you are
selfish and never cared about that person. I disagree with that statement. If
your problems are escalating to a point
where it is impossible to have a healthy
happy relationship, it’s time to leave. Relationships
involve two people growing together and moving towards becoming one with each
other. If one person isn’t in a position to do this then how is the relationship supposed to last? You
can only take so much and if that person
isn’t trying to fix it then what other
choice do you have? The same can be said for friendships and family members as
You can love people from afar,
but that doesn’t mean let that drama
enter your life and impact your wellbeing. For those of you who don’t have this
issue, I am jealous of you. You can separate
yourself from people and the problems
that are surrounding them. However, to those who tend to take on the emotions
and difficulties of others, we must be careful. We must be very
picky about who we let into our personal
and mental space. People can pick up on how we are and then it can be used to
their advantage. Look out for the signs that this person isn’t as generous and
using you to feel better about themselves. Listen to your gut and remove
yourself from any situation that is detrimental
to your health. We aren’t going any more
days, months, nor years with toxic behavior. We will no longer allow this to dampen our spirits.
We are moving forward in life with our peace and anything that disturbs that is
way too expensive.
Do you feel that you are too empathetic? If so, what have you done to correct this? If not, what do you think makes people more empathetic than others?